Assalamualaikum.
Woa, it has been a while since my last post and for sure, lots of things happened to (inside) me. Haha.
I'm thinking about updating this blog regularly and finding new friends by blogging from now. I always wanted to be an active blogger before (it was listed in my list of things to do since I was in high school), but I was a lazy person and I still am. I procrastinate a lot and end up doing works in last minute. While in my free time, I rather spend my time watching drama and movie. So yeah. I am aware of that bad habit and I am trying to change it.
Plus, being a medical student needs me to be someone smart in using my time. I was depressed during my one month ICMP module since I was enable to use my time productively. It did not affect me a lot during pre-clinical year but it is different in clinical year. I felt like I am the dumbest person in the world when I was in the hospital. I could not communicate with patients confidently, I felt shy among seniors and staffs, I was afraid talking to others in English, I could not answer my lecturers' questions etc. Then, back in the hostel, I rested and slept...slept...slept...a lot.
Today will be my last week in combined lectures week and I'm going to start my posting in OnG next week. I still feel nervous thinking about going to the hospital again. Huaaa :( and I still cannot fix my bad habits.
So I came to the solution, which I am going to fix this habit by following tips from productivemuslim.com. It was an amazing site, which sharing tips about how us as Muslims to use our time efficiently and productively. My first step will be analyzing my time and I started recording my time from today. I will update about it later in my next post. I am also thinking about practicing the daily taskinator starting from tomorrow.
I hope that my little writings and sharing can help others whom having the same problem as mine. May Allah help us to be strong and patience in improving ourselves to be better.
Inshaallah, till next time :)
